I think the biggest thing when it comes to the Christian faith is trust. It's based simply on trusting in Jesus payment on the cross and God's faithfulness to save you. You have to learn to completely trust in God for everything. And I can tell you from first hand experience that it isn't easy. I think one of the main reasons is because we think we can do it all on our own and we don't want to have to rely on others. We want to think we have it all figured out. We want what we want when we want it. However, God's timing is always perfect. That's something I've been realizing lately.

Since Rob and I got engaged back in January of 2014, we've been so antsy and impatient to finally get married. Although, things just haven't worked out that way for us. There is just so much that we have to figure out and it just became so overwhelming and nothing was going the way we needed it to. I had to just keep reminding both him and myself that things would work out when they were meant to, but that didn't mean it was any easier. I still continued to feel like things were just never going to work out and we were never going to get married.

But God is faithful.